I finally had my interview last Friday. I
interviewed for one of the new coaching positions that was created for the upcoming
school year in my district. My previous position as a literacy coach was
eliminated. I was very nervous, almost physically ill. Throughout the weekend
that followed the interview, I hammered myself about what I should have said as
well as all the dorky stuff that came out of my mouth. I was one of a boat load, thirty-ish I think, of candidates that rotated
through three interview stations. We had 15 minutes to impress each group before
moving to the next. Even though I knew most of the interviewers, I still felt
very exposed and vulnerable and nauseous. I probably won’t know if I got the position for
another 2 or 3 weeks.
Love your drawing!
ReplyDeleteDon't you just hate reliving that stuff...almost like vomiting the event!
You will do fine even if it isn't this job, there'll be another opportunity for you just around the corner. I'm positive!
The waiting is the hardest. I hope that you can put the experience behind and concentrate on some good things while waiting for the news.
ReplyDeleteThe waiting would be the worst part for me--because I would do as you and think about all I should have said. Thinking good thoughts for you!
ReplyDeleteI also hope you don't throw up (love the picture)! It is so maddening to feel that anxiety and stress of change and exposure. Sometimes I wish I could turn that off when I wanted to. (Rooting for you)!!
ReplyDeleteThe interview process sounds pretty horrendous - no wonder you were nauseous! I'll keep mny fingers crossed for good news, Diana.
ReplyDeleteI always "hammer myself" afterwards with things I wish I had said as well -- know just how you feel. I hope you get the position -- I can't imagine anyone better for it, and that's just through the small parts of you I've gotten to know through your blog! You should go give yourself a treat for getting through the interview. I think you deserve at least an ice cream cone or a nice dinner after that ordeal! :-)
ReplyDeleteI know just how foolish they would be if they don't choose you! No one would do a better job.
ReplyDeleteThe drawing says it all! I think I felt like you did before the staff meeting presentation about the CCSS after school today-and so in the end, it's all good! Right? Goodluck on the interview-even though you probably don't need it!
ReplyDeleteI meant the job-sorry! I know you already interviewed! :)
DeleteThey should have picked me to be on the interview committee.
ReplyDeleteI love your metaphoric seasickness. It is such an accurate description of the feeling. Of course your drawing helps too!
I hope you hear good news very soon!
It sounds so hard to be in limbo Diana, & the interview organization sounds so terrible. I can understand why you felt nauseous. Love the pic, that you are working in some humor too in spite of the worry. You are such an asset to any school's needs that I hope they don't lose your gifts. Best wishes!
ReplyDeleteWaiting is sometimes more difficult that the actual event that's causing us so much stress! I always say if I did my best, and it doesn't go my way, it was not meant to be..BEst of luck to you!
ReplyDeleteAs you know from my posts in February and March - I am very sympathetic! I still feel seasick when I think about the experience.
ReplyDeleteWhat a nightmare you've described - interview speed date, ugh. I'll be thinking of you through this process.
As you know from my posts in February and March - I am very sympathetic! I still feel seasick when I think about the experience.
ReplyDeleteWhat a nightmare you've described - interview speed date, ugh. I'll be thinking of you through this process.